its okay. a lot of my friends have left recently so i'm worried about you too i just tell myself if you go at least we managed to talk out some of the stuff we needed to. at least i got to tell you how much i love you. we gotta look out for each other as well if i start acting like your boss and pushing everything away again you gotta be like bro you sack of shit stop that and if you start acting like a subordinate instead of my equal i'm gonna i'm!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i'll kiss your giant dumb face or something but its okay don't feel bad for thinking things out a little more than you feel is necessary there's a LOT between us and anything you think about or want to bring up is valid you're allowed to have feelings and talk about them
don't worry about it you still said yes!! thats what i wanted and if you feel you gotta talk about it then its important an we gotta talk about it!!!!!!!
ok well idk if threatening to kiss me is rly cohesive towards gettin me to not do shit bruh and i feel weird about being in this shitty vulnerable position where you gotta go outta your way to reassure me about my stupid feelings and their validity or whatever because i just wanna suck it up so i can help YOU with YOUR shit rather than the other way around whicCH I KNOW ISNT GONNA WORK WHEN IM TRYING TO MAKE US EQUAL!!!!!! SO IVE GOTTA MAKE THINGS EQUAL AND VALUE MY OWN WORTH AS SOMETHING MORE THAN JUST AN EXTENSION OF YOUR OWN!!!!!!!!! I GOTTA THINK OF MYSELF AS WORTHY OF BEING ALIVE FOR A REASON OTHER THAN WANTING TO MAKE YOUR LIFE BETTER IN THE WAYS THAT I CAN BRO!!!!!!!!!!!!!111111111111 BRO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! MY FEELINGS AND SELF-WORTH ARE A COMPLEX SPIDERWEB OF MISHMASHING IDEALS AND INSECURITIES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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i just tell myself if you go at least we managed to talk out some of the stuff we needed to. at least i got to tell you how much i love you.
we gotta look out for each other as well
if i start acting like your boss and pushing everything away again you gotta be like
bro
you sack of shit
stop that
and if you start acting like a subordinate instead of my equal i'm gonna
i'm!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i'll kiss your giant dumb face or something
but its okay don't feel bad for thinking things out a little more than you feel is necessary
there's a LOT between us and anything you think about or want to bring up is valid
you're allowed to have feelings and talk about them
don't worry about it you still said yes!! thats what i wanted
and
if you feel you gotta talk about it then its important an we gotta talk about it!!!!!!!
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and i feel weird about being in this shitty vulnerable position where you gotta go outta your way to reassure me about my stupid feelings and their validity or whatever because i just wanna suck it up so i can help YOU with YOUR shit rather than the other way around
whicCH I KNOW ISNT GONNA WORK WHEN IM TRYING TO MAKE US EQUAL!!!!!!
SO IVE GOTTA MAKE THINGS EQUAL AND VALUE MY OWN WORTH AS SOMETHING MORE THAN JUST AN EXTENSION OF YOUR OWN!!!!!!!!!
I GOTTA THINK OF MYSELF AS WORTHY OF BEING ALIVE FOR A REASON OTHER THAN WANTING TO MAKE YOUR LIFE BETTER IN THE WAYS THAT I CAN BRO!!!!!!!!!!!!!111111111111
BRO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
MY FEELINGS AND SELF-WORTH ARE A COMPLEX SPIDERWEB OF MISHMASHING IDEALS AND INSECURITIES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i love you
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bro!!!!!!! you're a human being!!!!!!! of course you're complex!!!!!!!! you're a smart human person!!
i love you too!!!!!!!!!!!
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let's go on that date crobat set up right now instead of later
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you wanna hang out with carvanha and sharpedo in the river?