oh yeah... sorry. it's been a rough couple of days. there hasn't been much in my head other than "what if archie gets ported out again", so it slipped out a bit. i meant all of that, though. every now and then i get scared i'm doing something wrong, or that i'm not good enough, like i'm your subordinate rather than your boyfriend. and every now and then i think you try to be strong and push away what you're feeling, because that's what a good boss would do. if we aren't honest and equal this shit isn't gonna work or whatever. and now that i know we're good back home it feels like im right in thinking like this maybe. uh... maybe this is too real to talk about when youre asking me out on a date in a real fuckin dorable way tho
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there hasn't been much in my head other than "what if archie gets ported out again", so it slipped out a bit.
i meant all of that, though.
every now and then i get scared i'm doing something wrong, or that i'm not good enough, like i'm your subordinate rather than your boyfriend. and every now and then i think you try to be strong and push away what you're feeling, because that's what a good boss would do.
if we aren't honest and equal this shit isn't gonna work or whatever.
and now that i know we're good back home it feels like im right in thinking like this maybe.
uh...
maybe this is too real to talk about when youre asking me out on a date in a real fuckin dorable way tho